{"id":718,"date":"2020-08-09T15:16:28","date_gmt":"2020-08-09T19:16:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/?p=718"},"modified":"2020-08-09T15:16:28","modified_gmt":"2020-08-09T19:16:28","slug":"thoughts-on-life-in-lockdown","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/?p=718","title":{"rendered":"Thoughts on Life in Lockdown"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Devika Misra<br \/>\n<\/strong><a href=\"mailto:devika.misra@gmail.com\">devika.misra@gmail.com<\/a><br \/>\nInstagram: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/misradevika03\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">misradevika03<\/a><br \/>\nImagen:\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/pixabay.com\/fr\/illustrations\/personnes-jeune-fille-femme-visage-2013447\/\">tsukiko-kiyomidzu, Pixabay<\/a><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/08\/people-2013447_1920.jpg?w=1462\" width=\"322\" height=\"454\" \/><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s been a task to attempt to sleepwalk through this nightmarish scenario,<br \/>\nReading, feeling, and a low processing social media Lothario.<\/p>\n<p>How to nurture hope? The lovechild of dreams and plans,<br \/>\nWhen all my life seems to contract into my ever-diminishing attention span.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not that I have not felt anger, despair or outrage<br \/>\nI am bottling it all up, not letting my humanity my survival phase.<\/p>\n<p>Totally pointless have become well established routines of consuming content<br \/>\nSpoilt for choice? No, it&#8217;s the tremors of my beating heart rebelliously felt<br \/>\nIn my inability to go on as I have always done before,<br \/>\nIf only in not having the space to read, write, or even participate in pop cultural folklores.<\/p>\n<p>I have had my mother&#8217;s voice in my ear and my father&#8217;s advice through all of this though,<br \/>\nYet I am lonelier than ever, my isolation bunker mentally furrowed.<\/p>\n<p>No more! No more! This pretending to be alright anymore!<br \/>\nGlazed eyes and overactive imaginations, miserable scenarios galore.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t have an ending, I probably didn&#8217;t even have a beginning<br \/>\nThis is me filling space, like always, exercises in self-loathing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Devika Misra devika.misra@gmail.com Instagram: misradevika03 Imagen:\u00a0tsukiko-kiyomidzu, Pixabay It&#8217;s been a task to attempt&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":720,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[94,118,132,167],"class_list":["post-718","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-poesia","tag-emotions","tag-india","tag-lockdown","tag-poem"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/718","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=718"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/718\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/720"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=718"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=718"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/fundacionluvo.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=718"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}